Sunday, April 17, 2016

Thinkin Bout You - Frank Ocean

A tornado flew around my room before you
came
Excuse the mess it made, it usually doesn't 
rain
In Southern California, much like Arizona 
My eyes don't shed tears, but, boy, they
bawl


When I'm thinkin' 'bout you
(Ooh, no,no,no)
I've been thinkin' 'bout you
(You know,know,know)
I've been thinkin' 'bout you
Do you think about me still?
Do ya, do ya?


Or do you not think so far ahead? (ahead)
'Cause I been thinkin' 'bout forever (Oooh,
oooh)


Or do you not think so far ahead? (ahead)
'Cause I been thinkin' 'bout forever (Oooh,
oooh)


No, I don't like you, I just thought you were
cool
Enough to kick it
Got a beach house I could sell you in
Idaho
Since you think I don't love you, I just
thought you were cute
That's why I kiss you
Got a fighter jet, I don't get fly it, though


I'm lyin' down thinkin' 'bout you


I've been thinkin' 'bout you
(You know,know,know)
I've been thinkin' 'bout you
Do you think about me still?
Do ya, do ya?


Or do you not think so far ahead? (ahead)
'Cause I been thinkin' 'bout forever (Oooh,
oooh)


Or do you not think so far ahead? (ahead)
'Cause I been thinkin' 'bout forever (Oooh,
oooh)


Yes, of course
I remember, how could I forget?
How you feel?
And though you were my first time
A new feel
It won't ever get old, not in my soul
Not in my spirit, keep it alive
We'll go down this road
'Til it turns from color to black and white


Or do you not think so far ahead? (ahead)
'Cause I been thinkin' 'bout forever (Oooh,
oooh)


Or do you not think so far ahead? (ahead)
'Cause I been thinkin' 'bout forever (Oooh,
oooh)











DEPRESSION KILLS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ANXIETY KILLS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


EMOTIONS KILLS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Unwanted

Have you ever in your life felt unwanted?

I have..... and still do!



Just feels that no matter what I do, it's just never good enough.
Like ... then whats the point in trying?


And today when I've needed that one person that always makes the bad feeling go away... they just weren't there!

So now what? what do I do?

Like I hate texting people twice, because then I feel like i'm bothering them.
But this person just doesn't seem to even care, because i know they've noticed somethings wrong, but yet they haven't help to make me feel better.

It's probably cause there's no reason in helping me, everyone is giving up.
Well i don't blame them i guess.