Stuck In Between A Wall !

WHAT TO DO ???????
I'm so confused on what my next move should be.
Stay or Leave?


I don't want to disappoint my parents again and i don't want to leave my sister all alone.
But i really do miss town and my friends.

I could go to school here and work, since i got my new job and i'll be starting soon. Get our own apartment and he can get a job working with my dad because he can drive truck. We'll be closer to my family so they get to know him better and then save money for our wedding. We'll be able to do more things and go out and visit new places.

If i move back to town i'll get to see all my friends again, and live in our house once again. But then i would do online classes. If i ever get the chance to, because ill have to work full time to be able to pay the bills. Where would i work, because i'm not going back to shopko that's for sure! I'll get to be close to his family again. But will there be drama... yes that town is full of it. Can i handle it?


HELP!!!!!
E-mails welcomed ... plz!
leslie.avalos18@gmail.com