Time needs to hurry up and fly by so I can have my amazing fiance with me & so i can get out of here too. Don't get me wrong I love my sister to death, but honestly i need time away from her. It was nice coming back and getting time to catch up with her and everything, but living together mmmm no. We are so different which makes us bump heads a lot, & it doesn't help with her kind of attitude too. I'm just so ready to find my fiances and I's apartment and be able to settle in and live happy once again. I know there will come struggles and arguments but i know that we are stronger now and we'll be able to get through them.
Having him by my side has honestly made me so much happier. I feel like i can breathe again.... I'm not always stressed out, i think more clearly, and i don't have to keep everything bottled up anymore. Now i know that i can address a situation without having him get mad or causing a fight because he's now willing to listen and understand. That's all i ever asked for, was for him to understand how difficult things are for me.
I admit i'm not the easiest person to deal with, i have my ups and downs. Sometimes it feels more like downs, but now with him standing next to me and him cheering me on to better my life, it makes me feel like i can do anything i set my mind to. Before i was so afraid on doing things because i didn't want to upset and or worse disappoint people with my actions. Now i'm not afraid because i know he'll still be standing there next to me.
I honestly can't wait to become Mrs. Hintz !!! I'm ready to start my forever and always with the love of my life.... Chance Arlan Hintz ..... Te Amo !!!!! <3
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