Seriously ?!

Well guess I was wrong, something can ruin my mood. Ugh I honestly don't understand why he wouldn't tell me this. He knows how I feel about anything that has to do with her. He might not think about it, but everything still really hurts! Only because I took him back and things are great, that doesn't mean I've forgiven him for what he did! So yes i'm sorry that I get pissed off when it comes to things like this. It's not like I can forget everything in just a day. When I get mad about these types of things I would rather stay quite because i'm afraid that i'm going to say something that's going to fuck everything up again. I know I have him, but only god knows how extremely terrified I am of losing him again. Those were the most horrifying and depressing days of my life. So yes i'm quite hurt you wouldn't tell me that these things happen. 

Only god knows how bad i still want to bash her head into a wall. I don't like her, and never will. Just hope to god she never tries to talk to me because i will hurt her, and not just her but all the other bitches that tried to ruin everything!