Update!!!

I know I haven't been writing stuff lately, it's been kinda hard to! Well here's a quick update .. Mason is out of my life! Yup no more .. It wasn't working out, he was always busy. So he SAYS!! I know the truth, & I know things that I wish I didn't :( but whatever. Soooo you know about that guy I said I met on that app. Well we decided to just be friends for right now & honestly I'm okay with that because idk if I can be committed In a relationship right now.. It's been hard lately ! We hang out once in awhile, or whenever I'm freaking out or just need to get out. He honestly lives so close to me & I love that (: I've always wanted a guy best friend and I can say that I found him <3 he's amazing & I appreciate everything he's doing to maintain me stable! Here comes the favorite part for most of you guys ... BOB !!! Some of you guys have been emailing me about what's happened with him! Well here it is... I know the last time I wrote about him I was done & everything! Well for some reason on New Years you know I sent a massive text message to everyone on my phone & to my surprise he responded back! We talked all night .. Well texted !! We talked about so many things, he opened up to me guys! Now I know why he's always having a hard time to committing and why he has the problems he has! Honestly him telling me things he's never told anyone before made me feel real special! He trusts me  & I now know that & I trust him too. We've been through so much this past year, that we know each other so well that we're not afraid to show who we really are! Yeah we're good now, & our relationship is better than ever! Whenever he's having a tough day or time he calls me or texts me & just talks to me about it & I try to help! It's nice to have him back in my life, honestly he's the only guy I'm afraid to lose in my life. When I get the feeling that he's distancing himself from me I start to panic & get so sad because I need him in my life! Well yup that's the update guys!! Ooo I get to see bob soon