Broken 😢

I can’t do anything but cry...... I try to distract myself but I just end up remembering and all I do is cry. It’s all too painful... it’s all so fresh! I don’t know if I can forgive this time. I’ve given my life and soul just for it to be stomped on. It’ll never be the same ... it just won’t! I’ve lost part of my heart 💔 a heart that once was red is now black!


Why??? That’s all I can ask is why?

Why did you do it?
Why didn’t you care?
Why didn’t you think of me?
Why was it an option?
Why hurt me?
Why her?
Why let her ruin us?
Why give her a reason to laugh at me?
Why give her the power?
Why did you have to break me?
Why was I not enough?
Why make me hate myself even more?
Why did you even stay with me?
Why did you even bother to touch me again?

JUST FUCKING WHY ?!?!?!?!?