Am I in the wrong for wanting to run away? I’m not sure how much I can handle. My life is a mess more than it’s ever been.... what can I do to make it all better? I just want to stop hurting, I want to actually be able to smile and not just fake it...
My heart hurts every time I breathe.. I want to just lock myself in a room and cry! But I can’t...
I’m tired of having people talking in my ear and making me confuse about things. Everything was ok until I got pregnant & that’s where everything went down hill.
My baby is the greatest blessing & I don’t want her to later on sufferer because of everything. I want to give her the life she deserves.. I want her to be able to have her family together whenever she wants. But I’m not sure if that’s ever going to be possible without having people making faces at each other!
I deserve to be happy... that’s all I’ve ever wanted to be!
But I’m not.....
I feel like I’m dying!
I don’t even know who I married anymore.... everything was just lies!
If I knew about this before ... I wouldn’t have stayed.... I would have went and did my life elsewhere!
Maybe it would have been better... maybe I wouldn’t have suffered so much... maybe I would still be complete!
But no, I’m shattered!
Nothing will ever mend me together.
I’m dust.... lost in the wind with everything else!
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